Barely-average human

I'm so tired , but I can't sleep.

I've made a decision to resign (not force him to fire me) and stay through the end of the year.

My co-workers are completely in support of me and in awe that this is happening.

But I do see a bigger picture...things coming together for a reason.

But I'm still scared! I'd be a fool not to be scared...or super human (and I'm a barely average human...definitely not super) lol

I feel like I've lived a lifetime in the last twelve months. I'm sure I've aged twenty years (and definitely have put on close to 20 pounds).

The Easter eggs are colored, the baskets and plastic eggs are filled. Dinner is simmering in the crock pot.

I'm just tired...